just hate the way people just starts to ignore you like they never did before. so here am i talking to myself, which i think can heal me.

i woke up at 4.50 this morning when i told my mum to wake me up at 5. first thing, i cant wake up myself as i really cant hear my phone and feel it. second thing, my mum is used to it, so dont blame me for letting her wake me up. even though its kinda bad. was shocked again by my colour tone and i think it looks better in the morning. waited for the bus for dam long and then reached interchange. who says 7-11 is 24hour, the one at the interchange isnt. i wanted to buy my 男朋友 sweet sia, some of you know some dont know. you know means you know, you dont know means you dont know.

took the double deckered bus 10 and i was the only one on the deck, it was dam cool. dark and quiet with my 杨宗纬, and writing my journal. reached school and walked in super fast, it was so kongbu can. but i dont really mind, cause this is the second time that ive walked in so in the morning. then reached school and train and went hta. i was texting kamy on the bus, talking about taiwan. didnt want to talk while listening to music, then we talked about theme park and stuffs. my sis showed me the 六福村 theme park which is like omg, i think its kinda like 6 escape theme parks-.- i cant wait for everything and shopping. and to think my erjie is joining, im gonna kick her off the bed. ;p

reached hta and wait and wait for our turn. and BOOO all went well but just for the flag. i dont think it really minds la, anyway the lot ic looks like she was cute when she was young. i dont know~ went to mac afterwards and was forced into eating mac. mac sucks when you eat it everyday whether its for evm or breakfast. went home after that with my sentence of " let's just go home " i didnt know that you all so guai to listen to me, and kamy was like saying, you should said that earlier. i was like " not like everytime you all listen to me ok "

went to buy ink cartridge and bus pass. my mum is siao to give me 120++ for just a 17.10 cartridge and 27.50 bus pass, she's always like this anyways. one funny fact about my mum. sometimes she will just step on you purposely and say " oh,sorry 不小心" -.-

went home and sleep for 3hrs. i compared my colour tone with my dad and was like saying " wa orh orh jin sui hor. " then he was like " wa bi li ka orh " if you understand what i said and he said, you will think that my family is super duper weird. anyway watched step up 2 again on my sister's psp, load it from tudou. gees, anyone got the whole ost please send me. i know you have it. dont be shy.

yesterday when i was bathing my dajie was talking to me outside of the toilet, continueing our convo.

i : if we get into finals, we will miss our camp.

she:o.o,you sure you will miss your camp?

i: ya what, if we go for competition then how to go camp.

she: but you sure ou will miss your camp not?

i: huh,what you mean?

she: you all will get into the finals mehs...

死黄伟曼, whatever you said was crap understood.

today, my erjie told me about her friend's cousin who went mad and went to imh. she was dumped in america by her boyfriend and was left alone there. so she went mad after she came back singapore and everyday she went to airport and waited for her friend. the day before she went to imh, she was missing again at the airport. she she was liek saying she was waiting for her friends, got doctor blah blah and justin timberlake is the worst of all. he's in the entertainment industry. she said she was queen the second and queen elizabeth gave her that name, so only she can talk to her. erjie's friend had another cousin named diana, so she asked her " i am princess diana, can i talk to you " and she refused.

erjie told me this phrase " 以前的MADA穿短裤，我的妈妈是CHIOBU "

read peeps blog and hewei is so wrong about fashion, i mean you can wear shorts not jeans. cause some people look horrible in skinnys like me. anyway, you wear shorts but at least wear some nice shorts?! like not some billabong, cause you are not going surfing. did you ever see 小猪 wearing billabong shorts? i bet no,even his boxers are nicer than yours. diaos, and even you wear billabong shorts cant you wear some niceee sophisticated shirt which may not be from gap or esprit. sometimes pasar malam tees are nice, not those with crude lang. and on top of it top it off with a cooler sneakers or slippers and blings. you will look exceptionally extraodinary. just like one waiting's 名言:

人丑就好，还要穿到这么丑

this belongs to me and i used it on somebody whom he already knows. LAWLS, and to think i once imagined weiyang hewei and marcus wearing skinnys when i was on the bus after seeing someone wear skinnys like nobody's business. gosh la, his skinnys are like some auntie's pants which is oh so frigging not cool. all these are my comments anyway, river island is oh so cool;dd


my name is oh so cool too, and one thing. only chinese teachers are to call me by 玮婷 and mr anthony to call me waiting. you guys either call me wai ting or 黄玮婷. if not, i will say " 没有这个人"
oh yea, this is dam fun can, i love it. that's MAGIC anyway. i poke it into my skin obviously-.-

i've said that im gonna shut my thoughts. but im going to write it in my journal which i said that i am going to after the hols. i didnt fufil my promise, but im gonna write it even though its like one week late. school's been a tad too busy you see. here's a reason why you shouldnt write everything in your blog, because people think too much of what you wrote when it was not meant for you.

weiyang commented that morning that i very what. meaning, if i very hyper i very hyper. if i very emo i very emo. i always give that black face when i dont like what i see or feel, but the fact is, you cant say one is emo when she is sleeping or walking alone. i mean you dont expect she to smile to herself to prove that she aint emo. that would be crazy, and not not emo. do crazy people have emo moments? or are they emo all the time. oh so interesting question, therefore some genius like jiangzhishu please tell me the answer.

i thought of something about my zara jacket. i think i am not gonna buy a zara jacket, but cause im going taiwan in june. im gonna go taiwan and buy the jacket. i am going taiwan shopping with only my dajie, note here. will bring back presents for people whom i think deserved them ok. anyway, things are not confirmed so it may be canceled due to "unforeseen circumstances".

woke up this morning and then went meet kamy, waited to someone who was dam late and together with jeanette went mac. only to find some peeps who are just bound to ignore me when i did no wrong i think. took mrt to bishan and was on the same train as blos and peeps. so qiao sia, anyway walked there. i hate the sun and the sweat which turned me into a red apple. you should see the colour contrast in me, i was shocked when i bathed just now. and even now, when i wear normal tee you can see it on my arm. wtfh,after sports meet, because of diverse opinions we splitted. so potty went plaza sing, and met leefang. discuss some camp things,sometimes just wonder why we must care so much when people dont put a fuck effort in it. went watch step-up2 with xinyi and leefang. quite shuai leh that guy, but not my type of angmoh. went home after that, and talked to my dajie for 20mins before i went to bathe and then ate dinner and talk.

im using her va10 now and she's using the desktop now. for the sake of doing so, cause she was printing some stuffs just now, and she's doing research on shopping locations,so ya.
going off to see that 9pm dam singaporean show. love it.

my laogong so cute!

im thinking that maybe from now on,i shall shut myself against others. meaning that those which im not supposed to say im not going to,and i shant say alot of what i feel. im trying to prevent a war, im not the one attacking but apparently she thinks that 以退为进 is something very wise to do, im not sure.

its just so amazing to how human minds think and sometimes im disgusted.

anyway something happy to say about. i think im really going taiwan this june holidays with only my dajie. im happy about it, but needless to say, i think my sister is happier even to send this sms to me in the middle of acc lesson ,

when we go taiwan, we should buy a xiaozhu shirt for ng wai ying

we've done research and most probably we're going ourselves? i was persuading not to let my erjie go with us, and i came up with tons of reasons like those packages always pair, no triplets. and hotel bedrooms normally only have double bedroom, which is fake. heh.

dont laugh at my kuku songs everybody, i know that my sms ringtone is " i am a vampire i am a vampire i am a vampire ", i love it so you cant do anything. tons of project like art and physics. i mean physics is easy but art sucks ok, i mean whats with the report and paintings. got back progress report and i didnt really remember what grades i had, cause i handed my paper to mr loh back. the special stream's lit marks got problem la, and apparently we all had F9,ugly sia. i think i have 2 b3, english and science? love my geog and history:DD

went macs with jeanette xinyi and kamy after school. alot of things happened, first we were on bus 43, and there's this dam er guy can. he's like retard,ok he is. and he started smiling when we accidentally look at him, i mean who wants to look at him. eelin was on the bus too, and she told me that he nearly molested her by flipping her skirt. the guy went close to another chungcheng guy, who was dam shocked. i was freaked out k. then we wanted to go and collect our mission products,but it was not ready yet. so we went macs. talk for like 45mins? kamy jammed the napkin machine and she mixed the leftovers again and she did a dam funneh thing to the paper on the tray, post photos next time:DD went home taking bus 28,didnt want to walk. reached home at around 5.15 and then watch tv.

xiao call and xiao tian tian dam funny ok, im talking about yu bai. then bathe and use com. supposedly to do physics summary for the convenience of my groumiees. but radiation slides cant open and kamy is entertaining me. ha, i keep quite a lot of secrets for her, but i guess someone else kept even more. shhh! im a loyal friend, and i dont betray my friend like what you did.

oh so remembered something. i hate lovey dovey blogskins, because im not in love. and i was like thinking when im in love, i should change my blogskin to some lovey dovey kind. by then,you will know that im in love. and and and im fascinated by daniel's calf muscles.

i bet i wouldnt have a good night sleep because of the maths project. argh, im so sorry that we couldnt hand up tmr but i guess thats not my problem lo.

whatever,your mother live in macdonald.

i can jolly well live without your existence

work up in the morning pointing my bed mattress to my mum, i was apparently dreaming and half awoke. i dreamt of bazaar by the lake, and there's this construction machine which allows people to climb up to the main gate there for a phototaking session. i was returning home with blossom when it rained and someone from the top of the main gate jumped down, and he didn die. but in the end we didnt bring any umbrellas so we walked back to where our store was which was around the trophy there. then saw yangjun eelin geoffery ivan and brenda eating. yangjun grab the beehoon using his bare hands and put it on eelin's plate. and eelin freaked out and scolded yangjun. anyway, i was pointing to the bed mattress to my mum, because i was telling her that ive a drink already. hahaha

woke up eat maggie bathe and left home. took busten halfway and poured cats and dogs, was afraid that the competition would be postponed, and you know what in the end when reached school was dam sunny. little did i know... then we started training for like 3 rounds, then break for lunch. and potty men dont laugh at my kuku songs ok, they are so duper nice. took bus to hta when it started pouring dogs and cats. lawls,whatever. we were like waiting there for so long. arggh,nehmind lo. lao tian bu zuo mei, yao zuo chou.

anyway, ms khairani was so sampat to let us board the tkgs bus. i mean its lie so bu fang bian, i wanted to go bugis to buy materials for my pw but in the end i just went home from sch there. tomorrow gonna wake up early and go bugis to buy, hopefully there is or else i would go mad. so on the tkgs bus i was like talking to kamy and ya, so funny.

went home, eat dinner bathe and used com. i was shocked la ok. i mean whats ur freaking arse problem. i hate people who go against my friend, let alone my friend going against my friend. first is _______,then is you. is it so fun to call someone a biatch not,im not gonna like hold it against you. im so gracious cause im from twograce.

ha, talking bout that. eelin told me she lost her phone at pop. so hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa, im being so mean but thats dam funny ok. hehehehehe.

gosh, just opened the email that eelin sent me on dog butchery, dam zek arh can. yesterday eelin showed me the newspaper article on her sister and you know who, i was like laughing and showing it to my sister after they came home. and thanks erjie for helping me to buy my dark green poncho, i looked funny in it and my head was so big, and that poncho is kinda uncomfortable. nvrm,and thanks sili who has a dowel pole to sell me. yesterday kinda slack slack so went home after ace-learning and watch tv eat dinner bathe and used com,watch tv,used com, read magazines,watch tv,sleep.

p.e first lesson yesterday and it rained after like 30minutes. kamy and i was looking forward to zaming the goalkeeper sia. TT i would never ever want to be a goal keeper. anyway i was avoiding nicholas, the tulipian disease carrier during p.e. and we found glow-x the cure for tulipian, which is rongda. -.-

after p.e went back class, and yangmeh who was waiting at 2FG called me and brenda to help her change chairs. we dam kind and helped her change. then during recess like wth. whats de problem with councillors huh. you camped outside our class to find fault with us after ten minutes. i bet you cant find any fault in us, but just picking bones out of an egg. cheryl was dam lame anyway, i asked kimberly and her to " call me when mrs yap comes " cause i was sitting at the teacher's table and marking my maths workbook, the teacher's chair is fun. then mrs yap absent and then a relief teacher come, kimberly told me teacher come le. cheryl was like telling kimberly " you shouldnt have told her, she said MRS YAP come le then call her marhs " i was totally diaolified.

then maths then some other lessons, then break time then ace-learning.
during ace-learning, twograce rawks when we all signed in to windows messenger. first time see so many gracians online and apparently at that time, only gracians were online in my user. then the stupid teacher found out and told us to signed off, so i did. then i just leave there, then the teacher walked passed me and told me to sign out. and i was like clicking it and say: " i signed out already " but after a while, sign in again. cheeky twograce.

my dajie told me that this disgusting guy is interested in her, I WAS LIKE LAUGHING. anyway ya,thats about all. im gonna go read blogs, and see whether anyone updated their grades. cuase i didnt get back my results slip as my mum didnt go and meet the teachers, im so curious leh. so annoyed but some people who treats their grades like some life-long important stuff. gosh-.-

cc tmr, so jiayou dajia. so surprised that my friend is in cc team too, lawls. look for proof in my taggies[: i love my np peepos sia.

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did i told you guys that my dad is so crazy. that day i let him sign my physics and hcl paper. then he signed physics then hcl. when he signing physics he didnt say anything. then hcl he was like " 100 na 68, lousy " then he looked at me and said lousy for the second time, so i said " VERY GOOD! " then he said lousy again, so i said " VERY GOOD! " again and i went back to my com. then that day signed maths and bio he was like saying i get 30 for bio and 30 for maths. which is impossible, and he told me to sign the papers myself cause he said he very lazy. but of course he signed it la. then my mum was like " you teach your own children to sign their papers, you very clever hor. "
my dad is uber cute, even though he's so siao sometimes.

im reminded of the waiting's solution that marcus mentioned on saturday, after i laughed at benedict's solution for no reason.

anyways, school was dam fine provided that i didn fail my bio and did quite well for my maths. i wanna share this news to my beloved kor sia, so sad he's not online. love him so mucchiees,3 years plus le wor. sound like we're in a relationship, but we're not. so glad to have someone to share my woes with:D

(11:04 PM) black- otahma: talk to me if you need someone to complain too
(11:04 PM) black- otahma: D:
(11:04 PM) black- otahma: loveyoutoo.
(11:04 PM) black- otahma: bb

had this dream that day, which made me so happy.

" i was going to chung cheng with my mum and dajie, but chung cheng was located at my pri sch, so we just had to walk there. then i saw 2 exneighbours fighting,aunties luh. and suddenly their emails sort of like pop out, and my mum said: see people with the same names fight more. they were fighting over a bird in a cage-.- when reached school it was np activity but then its like annual camp. ok then we had water games + horror movie. the movie was in a cinema in chung cheng. real cinema kinda thing and my squadmates were like scattered around the cinema. and you know where i was? i climbed out of the movie screen and they freaked out, then just at that moment, the back of the cinema's wall break and water flood in. that's the water game. then when we went out, it was at the old block toilet there. then sijia nco was telling us how sissy hewei and rongda is. OK NO OFFENCE ITS JUST A DREAM. then after that yunting nco congrats me, but i didnt know what it was. then suddenly an unknown sir came and gave me this badge and this pin and said that i was promoted to nutcracker. together with benedict and is hewei nominate derhs. we went for training at another school and met jeanette, who was waiting in the toilet as sili was staying far too long in a cubicle. the school's toilet was dam nice ok. then they had diff methods of marching and the instructor taught us how to march like a model. the girls from other schools apparently march and pose and turn and march back. i was like omfg,ok. "

thats de end of the dream, and why i am happy? because im promoted to nutcracker!

friday np activity, so fun to shout on the bridge yea. i shouted all my might ok, i mean unless you put wuzun infront of me, maybe ill try even harder. but no wuzun ma. ok,the spars one was dam funny ok. you all raise the spar till my neck there, and i look as if i was going to get excecuted,kinda thing. i laughed ok. and im guilty that my uniform standard 掉, argh. im pissed at myself ok.

planning a tribute post for ncos and ya. next time then post, when i got my necessary materials. LAWLS[:

this is almost the same as the squad's blog post but uncensored. XD

went for the handball competition at deyi sec yesterday. the team consists of benedict, weiyang, marcus, daryl, wai ting, kamy, and some sec1s. ok,i cant remember the sec1s' names,i'm so sorry ok. i dont have have so good a memory and i cant remember by just looking at your face. XD

in the morning, met up with kamy at tampines mrt station and went to the 24hrs macs. our beloved captain overslept and we went to buy breakfast, for ourselves and the others. it wasnt true that we ate one bite in 5minutes like what benedict says. marcus came too, and something funny happened. we called the sec1s to ask them what they want. apparently one said that he wanted cheese burger, but there wasn such thing in the morning. so marcus went to the counter and asked for " 随便一个 burger" and apparently the person was like huh. i laughed like siao ok,but maybe because im siao thats why.

then we took the mrt to paya lebar and met up with the others. i think sec1s are so irresponsible,you didnt said properly are you coming or not and in the end you made us wait till 8+ then weiyang daryl and the others went first. then benedict marcus kamy and me took a taxi to deyi secondary. something happened in the taxi, and apparently marcus was trying to take advantage of kamy. when we reached deyi sec, kamy was mad at what benedict and marcus did, HAHAHAHAHA. you know means you know, you dont know means you dont know luh, ok.

i realised smth you know, alot of people look like my cousin. GOSH,jeanette looks like my cousin with her actions, kamy laughed like my cousin, benedict's skin colour look like my cousin and the guy who was at the deyi sec looked like my cousin-in-law. DIAO,but note, all cousins are different. lawls.

ok, first match was with temasek, then deyi sec, raffles then bukit panjang govt high. APPARENTLY, we met with the more pro people at the prelim rounds. which sucks ok, we only won temasek. and in the end with only 1 win and 4 goals and ranking 6/10,so we didnt get into semis. me and kamy LAUGHED LIKE SIAO OK. and the fact that i saw benedict running and she didnt. i have to declare that benedict looked dam shuai when he was running from one end of the court to the other when we were competing against bukit panjang govt high. i think mayb because he run too fast and cannot see his face marhs. but it was like , WOOOOOO~ . LOL, im mad ok.

when competing with the bukit panjang govt high, kamy was like blocking this guy till he kinda pissed? i was like laughing ok, and their goal keeper so funnyyyyyy. raffles guys are so nerd,they tucked in their shirts and their shorts are so short. when we were breaking and waiting for our turns, we did stupid things. realised that my hand is so smallllllll and cute ok, my hand is only at the tip of benedict's palm. so you can imagine omg luh. weiyang's hand was kinda big for my hand too you see, i have so cute hands that i can resist them too. ok after that received this plaque for participation and then went home by mrt. ok, me and kamy kisiao. i know, i dont know what im laughing at too. i laughed at anything and whatever ok.

FUN DAY.

oh and ncos, you will never ever be behind me, because wuzun is behind me, so you all are behind wuzun! OMG, im so happy that you all are supporting wuzun. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. XDDDDDDD

PHOTOs-.-:

look at our beloved captain, he's so guai.

daryl's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

marcus looked like an ahpek eating mac breakfast.

oh and they are cracking their brains over a 随便一个burger.

daryl's so relax uh.

*snap snap*

stop diaoing my phone ok,benedict.

小两口在打情骂俏,let's go.

oh yea, will have a kinda proper post tmr? hopefully la.
in love with dadong's blog song, which im already in love with a long time ago. and i dont hate him now anymore ok, i think he's just so normal and cute. and provided that he's on the same boat as my wuzun ok.




techno song, but i love it man.

and i just hate those people who i hate to love the same people i love you know, if you know what im talking about then you know. if you dont know then you dont know, and i guessed till now only kamy knows. RAWR.

oh ya, i wanted to post this and forget.
xinyi said " by the time he's 17yrs old, the world would be leafless "
and i laughed out loud because of a sms that xinyi sent to benedict, it it like this:
"yo benedict im still considering,but i hope you have someone else already"
this is for your imagination to run wild, but HAHAHAHA its not something like what you're thinking actually.

its just so fun to go facebook and just search randomly for names, i nearly burst out laughing and losing my head to find someone with the same name as someone i know, and they are dam ugly. but if you search for those angmoh names, youll be surprised to find alot of dam shuai angmohs, but again i love shane mcdonald,should scan in his pic for you all to see one day. esp for eelin, he's so hot and sekxi ok. i cant wait,so i scanned in the photo now. LOL,omg just look at that. OMG
anyway, read someone's blog and wanted to laugh because of the tags, and i just wondered. how can you call someone to let go when you ownself dont know how to let go. this is not based only on my opinion la,but its just so true sometimes. unlike me, who knows how to let go. HAHAHAHA,=.=

cant wait for potty lunch tmr before activity,i dont care if i canceled my project work, because im the leader. and i call the shots! grsh.

amount of holiday homework that i have:
1.Eng - Fow
2Maths - Worksheet&Workbook
3.Chinese - online test.
Memorise the gong han.
Mother Teresa 读后感.
Chinese compo《十四岁的我》.
4.Science
Physics - E-Learning Worksheet
Bio - Read tranposrt in living things. Sec2 Pg 58 - 79
- Revise Digestion/Enzymes
5.Geog - Workbook 103 - 104
6.Literature - Ws, Characteristics of gangs
7.Charisma Project [Journal]
8.Maths Project.
9.ART

Amount of homework that i've completed - stroke off.

我可爱的吴尊
i went bugis and i saw the nanfeng brothers, and i shook their hands. as you know, nanfeng brothers, there's wuzun,chenyiru,huyuwei and lianglin. thankyou blossom for accompanying me there, even though you did not shake their hands but you see we are sisters, thats why what i felt was what you felt. lawls.

took photos of them, but all of them were like small small one, and there's alot of people around and i used my phone to take, so picture quality sucks. but who cares, when i shook their hands. now im going to analyse them.

chenyiru: shook hand at the fingers and look up.
wuzun: shook the whole palm,look up, smile and said jiayou.
huyuwei: shook the whole palm,look up.
lianglin: shook hand at the fingers,look up and smiled dam long.

so after analysing, obviously wuzun won, then lianglin,huyuwei then chenyiru. but all of them looked like mannequins,cause they are dam too shuai and their complexion is like ants crawl will drop. like omfg.

this few days blogger uploader sucks, upload the stupid photos another day.
WOOOO~

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me and blossom while queuing up, she went to check out things when we heard people screaming. hahas,so ya.

dam small wuzun.

dam small chenyiru

dam small lianglin, looks dam cute when he smile ok!

dam small huyuwei and lianglin, and look at him, he's smiling again. HAHAHA.

dam small huyuwei

dam small chenyiru's hand and wuzun's omfg muscled arm. lawls.

DAM SMALL wuzun.

my autographed gong zhu xiao mei dvd which costs 39.90 =.=

scanned in version of the dvd.

anyway, bought 3 notebooks from anbc. so dam nice sia, love them all.

campcraft today was whatever cause it wasnt like training. then went to vivo with potty. watched leap years and ate superdog. then sili went home and the rest of us went cam-whoring. ahha.































and after that went to present searching, because jeanette was buying present for her friend. before we went to eat superdog i asked them to go zara with me to check out the jacket. i think only orchard have, and maybe have new stock. ok, my mum said just now if i score well for mid-year then she buy for me. considering the ideal one i want was quite ex,but i shant buy that one maybe. then after that went home taking bus 30 to bedok interchange and took 28. i kinda like bus 28 nowadays even though its longer. thursday carried most of my books home and went to ERHEM with jeanette and xinyi and then went to singpost mac and talk for 1half hours, over coke icecream and milo. when i board bus 28 i saw wenjie guinco, if thats what you all want me to address him la. went home and lalal, and pooooooo.

yesterday was dam fun after activity, netball was dam fun. and playing fulll court was exhilarating man reach home later, but who cares. yang tinggi was fun too, hahahaha but i hate rt. soccer sucks, and being scolded idiotic tortoise after being banged into by the sec1 hyperactive guy wasnt a nice feeling ok. i was pisssed.
point:and girls are like more caring than guys.
examples:remember that time when i went to the cycle pt where we do 100+ stuffs,then after that play soccer. i was hit by the ball once and nearly twice right on my head. like dam hard ok, and its dam accurate. i was like wtf, but who cares. the fence dropped on xinyi and all the ncos were like asking her whether she was alright.
explanation:this shows that girls are more caring than guys.
im like doing history p.e.e, mr anthony is all so sexy with his french. lawls.

then emo stuffs and ya,i realised something:即将失去才懂得珍惜。 after netball went home. reach home and told my mum my hcl results and she was like " teh teh kun la, le zi bai jin gao tu,da bai kun kun kun " in hokkien. i was like pissed ok, what has sleeping got to do with my studies when i studied! 休息是为了走更长远的路。thats what it means ok.

speading the ideatology of mine.

did this test which joey.o sent through email.

Feng Shui Horoscope
Take just a couple of minutes to take this test & see what happens!
If you are honest this tells the truth -- it's pretty good.
Write your answers on a piece of paper, NO cheating!! The answers are at
the bottom...


1. Which is your favorite color: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? red
2. Your first initial? n
3. Your month of birth? june
4. Which color do you like more, black or white? black
5 . Name of a person of the same sex as yours. kamy
6. Your favorite number? 1
7.. Do you like California or Florida more? california
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? lake
9. Write down a wish (a realistic! one) to get a zara jacket.






When you're done, scroll down. Don't cheat


















Answers:
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - you are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

2. If your initial is:
A-K - You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R - You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love
life is soon to blossom.
S-Z - You like to help others and your future love life looks
very good.

3. If you were born in:
JAN - MAR: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
APR - JUN: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever.
JUL - SEP: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
OCT - DEC: Your love life will be great, you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person should be your best friend.

6. This is how many close friends you will have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:
California : You like adventure.
Florida : You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

9. This wish will come true if you send this to 1 person in one hour. Send it to ten people, and it will come true before your next Birthday



so whats that all about my love life. its just a piece of blank paper. and if all these come true at the end of the year, i shall give joey.o a treat. lawls.

心情：百感交集

after yesterday's chat with you know who, if you dont know who then you dont know who, on msn for like 2hours and 12minutes. i realised some things, which set me thinking for the whole day today and yesterday night. i didnt really want to think about it, but im supposed to think about it, if that's how im going to put it. im always thinking about the same old stuffs, and it just keep repeating over and over in my mind. somethings that maybe i thought of it, but people just dont. i re-read what we talked about just now and ya, i was thinking of more things.

life is like a highway, and im gonna ride it. im sort of like firm in my belief and sometimes im self-centered. yes, i know some people will think this way but i personally do feel that i am sometimes. for example i always draw lines, i never fail not to. they are supposed to be who they are and not supposed to be your friend when they are not supposed to, you see.

"to be a good leader, you must first be a good follower. but being a good follower doesn't mean you are a good leader".
i understood this even before you explain it, but explanation just helps one to understand it furthermore. " you must first be a follower to LEARN and to KNOW how to be a good leader. cuz you learn through different perspectives. but sometimes, you aren't meant to lead. sometimes, your specialty lies somewhere else. " this might just apply to me but i just dont know if ive have that kind of ex factor to become a good leader. im that kind of person who accepts what is thrown to them. you give it to me, i take it, ill give my best.

but, i know sometimes im just so over particular about some stuffs. guess i inherited from my mum? for example, project work. i volunteered to do all the editing work, because what? if my group members edit it to some kind of document that is not up to my expectations, i will just redo it again. if you print some documents on some low-quality paper, ill just call you to send all the documents to me, and ill print in high-quality paper. just like my mum, if i lend you my clothes, no use washing it before returning it to me. because my mum will just wash it again because she dont think that your maid or your mum or you washed it clean enough, not up to her expectations.

i try to learn from things that i experienced, i mean maybe im not a very experienced person, but ill try to put myself in that person's shoe. if i can,but sometimes i just dont do it. if i ever dao you, dont blame me, cause i just dont feel like talking. just like this morning kamy asked me something and i replied her coldly. its not about emo la, i was just disappointed with myself and my bio. i feel like crying you see, but no friends ever saw me cry. if you did, tell me when and why. and somemore, i enjoy sitting by myself. i think having a partner is a nuisance unless i need their help.

this sound sucky, but thats what i think. thats why i said im self-centered sometimes. especially when you take the things on my table without asking but you informed. informing doesn mean that its asking. normally people would go like " i lend ah..." then take, i hate that. like when did i ever said that i would lend you. and i hate people to cross boundaries, that means you put your things or your body parts on my table. its just so distracting ok, and i dont do that. thats why i expect people to not do that. i know, im a very weird person, maybe i sound like someone youve never seen before or heard before, but im just this kind of person. and i dont know why, i will try to tolerate as much as possible.

and this is also the reason why i bought corrections tapes for brenda for her b.d present. to stop her from using mine. it sounds so mean of me, thats why im called peppermeanie. i dont like to wait for people even if my name is waiting, if you realised. but i hate being called that and weiting. shucks, if you call me to wait for you and walk out of the school with you, ill just go like " if i reach the back gate, i never see you. ill just go " i mean you can just walk out yourself ma, i wont die, but maybe you will die la.

sometimes i may not be a good listening ear i admit, but most of the time i dont need to listen. because i dont talk to people on the phone, i get annoyed and i just want to hang up. my finger is always position at the hang up button, so if you said bye, i just press. so if you still wanna say something, youll have to call again. also, i dont always return call, because i believe, if theres something important, you will call again. isnt that so?

im sucha lousy person. but everyone has his/her bad points, mine can be extreme but ill try to control myself. this is what a good friend you should be right? charisma teaches us the good values but nobody actually really do the right thing, because everyone is not perfect. you may have the best results in the whole world, but so what if you suck.

the most memorable sentence that i remember after watching gong zhu xiao mei is the scene whereby xioamai told nanfeng jin, "没有人是一座孤岛，只要是人都需要朋友。" after she realised the 2 friends that she made in the school were using her. i totally believe that sentence, and because you are friends thats why you should accomodate to each other, forgive and forget. life is all about overcoming problems that you meet, no one have a smooth life i believe and 走过必留下痕迹, words said out are just like water being thrown, like what they say. i dont want my life to go to waste and be just a normal person, who doesn speak without impact. i hope that i will become someone. i'll try to change but if i was born like this, i shall make use of my capability, if not everyone's the same and who's unique. i want to be unique not only because of my fingerprint, but because of myself.

this is sucha emo post i guess, reflecting on yourself is what im gonna do everyday i guess. but i think letting go is a better way and not worrying yourself every now and then. holding on something doesn make one feel good, i know. cause i experience it, the life's greatest secret of mine. o.o saw this on my friend's pm: "therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. each day has enough troubles of its own"

new year resolution are meant to be made at the starting of the year. but im gonna add another one: " to keep a journal of reflection on myself and update it everyday without fail with effect after the march hols " and i guess i will update what i wrote in the journal in the blog. im enlightened after the 2hours and 12 minutes talk. everyone is important just like any other organs in the digestive system. we cant do without each other. a quote to share from wuzun: " Care more than others think wise, risk more than others think safe, dream more than others thinks practical, expect more than others think possible. "

thank you for your "inspiring" talk and sorry to those whom i've hurt.

小小大人物 “每个人都有一个伟大的梦想，只可能我说地太理所当然”

Come with me
My love
To the sea
The sea of love

I want to tell you
how much
I love you

Do you remember
When we met
That's the day
I knew you were my pet

I wanna tell you
how much
I love you

Come with me
My love
To the sea
The sea of love

I wanna tell you
How much
I love you