i hate fridays and i hope it never comes.
monday tuesday wednesday thursday saturday sunday. 6days in a week is enough for me.
not that i want to avoid anything, but it's driving me crazy and i'm tired of all this.

i'm not going to give up and i'll just wait. wait till one day when you know you are in the wrong. wait till one day you are going to change. no matter how long it takes, years or days, i'll wait. if you want to have what i have, i'll let you have it. i dont care whether you think you feel accomplished, because i know that will make you happier. as long as i know they are there for me when i need them, i dont care about the rest.

and i will shut up, since you asked me to. since i'm one of the cause that you all get pumped, then i'll keep my mouth shut forever. i dont live up to your expectations, but that doesn't mean you can get me to be what you want me to be. i decide my fate, not you.

and every now and then, i wish that time could reverse back to the good old times when there were no worries, no troubles. foolish thinkings, childish thoughts.

I miss you, Envelope.

Read My Mind - The Killers

On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light
I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go, can you read my mind?

It’s funny how you just break down
Waitin' on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
With magic soakin' my spine

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you jump
Tell me what you find when you read my mind

Slippin’ in my faith until I fall
You never returned that call
Woman, open the door, don't let it sting
I wanna breathe that fire again

She said I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine

Put your back on me
Put your back on me
Put your back on me

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun
When you read my mind

boo, miss envie is sick today.

on the other hand, she gets to watch hot shot aka lan qiu huo while slacking at home. she gets so woah ah over yan cheng xu, luo zhi xiang and obviously her dearest wuzun. however, she finds yan cheng xu so much cuter than wuzun and luo zhi xiang because of the way he say ZHU aka pig, xD

Stuck - Stacie Orrico

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging from a string
Why you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

just some day .

Closer - Travis

I've had enough of this parade.
I'm thinking of the words to say.
We open up unfinished parts,
Broken up, it's only love.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now.

Keep waking up (waking up), without you here (without you here).
Another day (another day), another year (another year).
I seek the truth (seek the truth), we set apart (we set apart)
Second glance, a second chance.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you... just need to get...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

some things just cant be said .
wrong timing , wrong person .
i want to get it outta my head !

i dont know what to blog about can .
i typed like a whole chunk and then i deleted them .
and then i typed another a whole chunk and then i deleted them again .
like omgosh what's happening to me uh .

Why Does It Always Rain On Me ? - Travis

I cant sleep tonight
Everybody saying everythings alright
Still I cant close my eyes
Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning
I cant stand myself
Im being held up by invisible men
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
Its so cold
I cant sleep tonight
Everybody saying everythings alright
Still I cant close my eyes
Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
Its so cold
Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain...

this picture is titled : the effect of white paper on man-in-the-stripes photo .
think this is familiar ? because its the effect of gamma rays on man-in-the-moon marigolds . HA !
watched shutter and therefore we tried the effect too . but i bet its not as scary as the one in the movie . and obviously this is just an effect , please do not get freaked out like what brenda did .
and we watched camp rock too and joe jonas is kinda hawt, i like just his eyes . and and and the best part is ! *drums roll

i bet we didn't really do anything .

and the sms thingy for 10days is really working v. well . i only sent 55+57+83+8+6+7+11 this week :D which adds up to a 227 sms~ but oh well i made a GREAT improvement .

would things be better if I pretended .

Violet Hill - Coldplay

Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze down below

When the future’s architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You’d better lie low

If you love me
Won’t you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

There in me an armour
When im dead and hit the ground
Loves a poem
That unfolds

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
With a captain of some sinking ship
Bestow
Far below

If you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to violet hill
There we sat in the snow
All that time
She was silent still

If you love me
Won't you let me know
If you love me
Why don't you let me know

today is my supposedly lucky day uh .

i hate it but i love it .

i've spammed 445 msg in 2 weeks.
401 in one week,and 41 in one week.
zzomg XD

moral of the story: don't sms necessary,i'm saving up kays . i've already made someone promise something that is so cruel . 2smses per day T.T

to live and love,
to forgive and forget.

Little Miss Obsessive - Ashlee Simpson

Woah, woah, woah (that side of your bed is still mine)

Am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?
Everything's such a blur, it didn't come out right.
All of the sudden it's cold and we're falling apart.
No this can't be, please don't leave me alone in the dark.

And I guess we're really over, so come over, I'm not over it.
And I guess we're really over, so come over, I'm not over it.
Late night you make me feel like I'm desperate, I'm not desperate.
Oh, a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it.

Woah, woah, woah (that side of your bed is still mine)

I've never been a fan of long good-byes.
I'm at the finish line and you're just way too far behind.
In the morning I got in a fight with myself, I got the bruises to prove it.
Then I swallowed your words and spit them right back out.

And I guess we're really over, so come over, I'm not over it.
And I guess we're really over, so come over, I'm not over it.
Late night you make me feel like I'm desperate, Aim not desperate.
Oh, a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it.
No!

It's like a fairy tale without a happy ending (happy ending)
But then again maybe we are just pretending.
Why does it have to be so unfair?
Tell me that you care.

And I guess we're really over, but come over, I'm not over it.
And I guess we're really over, so come over, I'm not over it, oh.

Little miss, little miss, little miss, little miss obsessive.

Late night you make me feel like I'm desperate, I'm not desperate.
Oh, a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it

Woah, woah, woah (that side of your bed is still mine)

ok i deleted the last post cause i think is redundant.
SHIET,i forget what i want say. OH YA!
i think i'm scaring people with my standard goodbyes on msn. i will go like this normally.

nites~
byes~
muacks~
cyas~
loves you~

and i will say this is standard. AND I JUST BEAT SOMEONE ELSE because he said dont say standard. HA!

i know this is an old song,but i love it! youtube surfing for like 2hrs:D

Fightin' Over Me - Paris Hilton

Yo this girl is so hot... so sexy

Every time I turn around the boys fighting over me
Every time I step out the house they want to fight over me
Maybe 'cause I'm hot hot today and I'm so so so sexy
All the boys all the silly boys they want to fight over me

Every time I turn around the boys fighting over me
Every time I step out the house they want to fight over me
Maybe cause I'm hot hot today and I'm so so so sexy
All the boys all the silly boys they want to fight over me

We in the VIP killing the once
Whoever ain't two stepping is really bouncing yeah
You know the name of the game
So let go of your dame
She chose me ever since the DJ announce them
She got the right to
Low button down or YSL shades the ice is bright too
And I'm around goons
Moms gonna let me get her
Promise to send her back tomorrow around noon
Soar looser but a good winner
Besides she could use a lil hood in her
A 40 from auto bond and a hood dinner
With a binner and a rage back sit at the cina
Get violent money wanna drop me
Its something on the tip of my plakyness spit silence
I don't feel haters and if you feeling sum kinda way email them and tell them u still jadakisss

Every time I turn around the boys fighting over me
Every time I step out the house they want to fight over me
Maybe cause I'm hot hot today and I'm so so so sexy
All the boys all the silly boys they want to fight over me
Boys boys boys boys fighting over me

Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own - U2
Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I... that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need... I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can you hear me when I Sing,
you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

thanks for your care and concern,iloveya.

How I Could Just Kill A Man - Charlotte Sometimes
Go get your ribbon box
Go get your wounded heart
Seeing spiders, I'm told they never lie.

Go get your brother love
Go get your losing head
Seeing fire, I'm told it never burns.

I want it all, I pull you back. I want it all.

Cry baby, cry baby, cry. Soaking down your face.
Cry baby, cry baby, and you can't understand how I could just kill a man.

No to your letters love
No to unsturdy hands
Sleeping eyes, I'm told they never lie.

No to your key of rust
No to your raging words
Sleeping tires, I'm told they never drive.

If I wanted to stay, you won't stand in my way
But I'm choosing to leave with your heart on my sleeve
It feels too good without you

horoscope are fuck shiet true kays.
this is what seventeen magazine says about cancer.

The Cancer girl is: Smart,ambitious and caring.
Your Special Trait: You're loyal to your pals.
Your little secret: You tend to worry a lot about little things.
Best Mates: Virgo,Scorpio,Pieces
Best Avoided: Aries, Sagittarius, Aquarius.
Lucky Days:1,14,26
This month: The full moon on July 18 will give you an urge to shop,and the timing couldn't be better because extra cash is about to come your way. While you're browsing,pick out a cute new bathing suit too - an unexpected trip to the beach will soon be on the horizon!

then there's this web which says alot about all the horoscopes. and its like woah,fuck shiet true.
i'm in love with the fuck shiet ok, idc.

and thanks to table mates to make me laugh like siao everyday non-stop. uh,PAIRAMID:D and we played with cones during p.e when we were in primary schoool? idk,miss TNG said so.