just hate the way people just starts to ignore you like they never did before. so here am i talking to myself, which i think can heal me.

i woke up at 4.50 this morning when i told my mum to wake me up at 5. first thing, i cant wake up myself as i really cant hear my phone and feel it. second thing, my mum is used to it, so dont blame me for letting her wake me up. even though its kinda bad. was shocked again by my colour tone and i think it looks better in the morning. waited for the bus for dam long and then reached interchange. who says 7-11 is 24hour, the one at the interchange isnt. i wanted to buy my 男朋友 sweet sia, some of you know some dont know. you know means you know, you dont know means you dont know.

took the double deckered bus 10 and i was the only one on the deck, it was dam cool. dark and quiet with my 杨宗纬, and writing my journal. reached school and walked in super fast, it was so kongbu can. but i dont really mind, cause this is the second time that ive walked in so in the morning. then reached school and train and went hta. i was texting kamy on the bus, talking about taiwan. didnt want to talk while listening to music, then we talked about theme park and stuffs. my sis showed me the 六福村 theme park which is like omg, i think its kinda like 6 escape theme parks-.- i cant wait for everything and shopping. and to think my erjie is joining, im gonna kick her off the bed. ;p

reached hta and wait and wait for our turn. and BOOO all went well but just for the flag. i dont think it really minds la, anyway the lot ic looks like she was cute when she was young. i dont know~ went to mac afterwards and was forced into eating mac. mac sucks when you eat it everyday whether its for evm or breakfast. went home after that with my sentence of " let's just go home " i didnt know that you all so guai to listen to me, and kamy was like saying, you should said that earlier. i was like " not like everytime you all listen to me ok "

went to buy ink cartridge and bus pass. my mum is siao to give me 120++ for just a 17.10 cartridge and 27.50 bus pass, she's always like this anyways. one funny fact about my mum. sometimes she will just step on you purposely and say " oh,sorry 不小心" -.-

went home and sleep for 3hrs. i compared my colour tone with my dad and was like saying " wa orh orh jin sui hor. " then he was like " wa bi li ka orh " if you understand what i said and he said, you will think that my family is super duper weird. anyway watched step up 2 again on my sister's psp, load it from tudou. gees, anyone got the whole ost please send me. i know you have it. dont be shy.

yesterday when i was bathing my dajie was talking to me outside of the toilet, continueing our convo.

i : if we get into finals, we will miss our camp.

she:o.o,you sure you will miss your camp?

i: ya what, if we go for competition then how to go camp.

she: but you sure ou will miss your camp not?

i: huh,what you mean?

she: you all will get into the finals mehs...

死黄伟曼, whatever you said was crap understood.

today, my erjie told me about her friend's cousin who went mad and went to imh. she was dumped in america by her boyfriend and was left alone there. so she went mad after she came back singapore and everyday she went to airport and waited for her friend. the day before she went to imh, she was missing again at the airport. she she was liek saying she was waiting for her friends, got doctor blah blah and justin timberlake is the worst of all. he's in the entertainment industry. she said she was queen the second and queen elizabeth gave her that name, so only she can talk to her. erjie's friend had another cousin named diana, so she asked her " i am princess diana, can i talk to you " and she refused.

erjie told me this phrase " 以前的MADA穿短裤，我的妈妈是CHIOBU "

read peeps blog and hewei is so wrong about fashion, i mean you can wear shorts not jeans. cause some people look horrible in skinnys like me. anyway, you wear shorts but at least wear some nice shorts?! like not some billabong, cause you are not going surfing. did you ever see 小猪 wearing billabong shorts? i bet no,even his boxers are nicer than yours. diaos, and even you wear billabong shorts cant you wear some niceee sophisticated shirt which may not be from gap or esprit. sometimes pasar malam tees are nice, not those with crude lang. and on top of it top it off with a cooler sneakers or slippers and blings. you will look exceptionally extraodinary. just like one waiting's 名言:

人丑就好，还要穿到这么丑

this belongs to me and i used it on somebody whom he already knows. LAWLS, and to think i once imagined weiyang hewei and marcus wearing skinnys when i was on the bus after seeing someone wear skinnys like nobody's business. gosh la, his skinnys are like some auntie's pants which is oh so frigging not cool. all these are my comments anyway, river island is oh so cool;dd


my name is oh so cool too, and one thing. only chinese teachers are to call me by 玮婷 and mr anthony to call me waiting. you guys either call me wai ting or 黄玮婷. if not, i will say " 没有这个人"
oh yea, this is dam fun can, i love it. that's MAGIC anyway. i poke it into my skin obviously-.-

i've said that im gonna shut my thoughts. but im going to write it in my journal which i said that i am going to after the hols. i didnt fufil my promise, but im gonna write it even though its like one week late. school's been a tad too busy you see. here's a reason why you shouldnt write everything in your blog, because people think too much of what you wrote when it was not meant for you.

weiyang commented that morning that i very what. meaning, if i very hyper i very hyper. if i very emo i very emo. i always give that black face when i dont like what i see or feel, but the fact is, you cant say one is emo when she is sleeping or walking alone. i mean you dont expect she to smile to herself to prove that she aint emo. that would be crazy, and not not emo. do crazy people have emo moments? or are they emo all the time. oh so interesting question, therefore some genius like jiangzhishu please tell me the answer.

i thought of something about my zara jacket. i think i am not gonna buy a zara jacket, but cause im going taiwan in june. im gonna go taiwan and buy the jacket. i am going taiwan shopping with only my dajie, note here. will bring back presents for people whom i think deserved them ok. anyway, things are not confirmed so it may be canceled due to "unforeseen circumstances".

woke up this morning and then went meet kamy, waited to someone who was dam late and together with jeanette went mac. only to find some peeps who are just bound to ignore me when i did no wrong i think. took mrt to bishan and was on the same train as blos and peeps. so qiao sia, anyway walked there. i hate the sun and the sweat which turned me into a red apple. you should see the colour contrast in me, i was shocked when i bathed just now. and even now, when i wear normal tee you can see it on my arm. wtfh,after sports meet, because of diverse opinions we splitted. so potty went plaza sing, and met leefang. discuss some camp things,sometimes just wonder why we must care so much when people dont put a fuck effort in it. went watch step-up2 with xinyi and leefang. quite shuai leh that guy, but not my type of angmoh. went home after that, and talked to my dajie for 20mins before i went to bathe and then ate dinner and talk.

im using her va10 now and she's using the desktop now. for the sake of doing so, cause she was printing some stuffs just now, and she's doing research on shopping locations,so ya.
going off to see that 9pm dam singaporean show. love it.

my laogong so cute!

im thinking that maybe from now on,i shall shut myself against others. meaning that those which im not supposed to say im not going to,and i shant say alot of what i feel. im trying to prevent a war, im not the one attacking but apparently she thinks that 以退为进 is something very wise to do, im not sure.

its just so amazing to how human minds think and sometimes im disgusted.

anyway something happy to say about. i think im really going taiwan this june holidays with only my dajie. im happy about it, but needless to say, i think my sister is happier even to send this sms to me in the middle of acc lesson ,

when we go taiwan, we should buy a xiaozhu shirt for ng wai ying

we've done research and most probably we're going ourselves? i was persuading not to let my erjie go with us, and i came up with tons of reasons like those packages always pair, no triplets. and hotel bedrooms normally only have double bedroom, which is fake. heh.

dont laugh at my kuku songs everybody, i know that my sms ringtone is " i am a vampire i am a vampire i am a vampire ", i love it so you cant do anything. tons of project like art and physics. i mean physics is easy but art sucks ok, i mean whats with the report and paintings. got back progress report and i didnt really remember what grades i had, cause i handed my paper to mr loh back. the special stream's lit marks got problem la, and apparently we all had F9,ugly sia. i think i have 2 b3, english and science? love my geog and history:DD

went macs with jeanette xinyi and kamy after school. alot of things happened, first we were on bus 43, and there's this dam er guy can. he's like retard,ok he is. and he started smiling when we accidentally look at him, i mean who wants to look at him. eelin was on the bus too, and she told me that he nearly molested her by flipping her skirt. the guy went close to another chungcheng guy, who was dam shocked. i was freaked out k. then we wanted to go and collect our mission products,but it was not ready yet. so we went macs. talk for like 45mins? kamy jammed the napkin machine and she mixed the leftovers again and she did a dam funneh thing to the paper on the tray, post photos next time:DD went home taking bus 28,didnt want to walk. reached home at around 5.15 and then watch tv.

xiao call and xiao tian tian dam funny ok, im talking about yu bai. then bathe and use com. supposedly to do physics summary for the convenience of my groumiees. but radiation slides cant open and kamy is entertaining me. ha, i keep quite a lot of secrets for her, but i guess someone else kept even more. shhh! im a loyal friend, and i dont betray my friend like what you did.

oh so remembered something. i hate lovey dovey blogskins, because im not in love. and i was like thinking when im in love, i should change my blogskin to some lovey dovey kind. by then,you will know that im in love. and and and im fascinated by daniel's calf muscles.

i bet i wouldnt have a good night sleep because of the maths project. argh, im so sorry that we couldnt hand up tmr but i guess thats not my problem lo.