i realli feel like crying right now. and its 3.26 pm in the afternoon.

i just woke up from my nap.

and my nap was just a daymare.

and i freakingly cause a major accident. it was a longgg dreaam.

it first started off when i was going to the camp. me and rebekah was walking to the school bus-stop with nothing on our hand. then i saw my mother erjie and COUSIN at the void-deck. then rebekah saw a colourful advertisement board. its so dam bigggggg. and then is what DRAWING BLOCK one. then she sae she want to buy. then when she turn. her bus just go. and then GENEVIE was in it. then she stay at the bus-stop. but then. ISN'T SHE GOING TO THE CAMP? then my mother erjie cousin and me.walk to the school main gate. then suddenly i was RIDING THE BYCICLE. then got HAZWAN. he suddenly from behind. then donno how he pass thru one lor. then the funnie thing is. i reached the gate. like NO ONE. then i threw my bycicle onto the road beside me. and it go across to the other lane. ( so stupid la ) then THE ACCIDENT CAME. got people wearing uniforms. then when we in "class" ( it is made of glass. and we can see the things around us ) then when i look outside. i saw the markings of where the victims were. and then there were another cyclist crashing into a few cars. then i was like so SHOCKED. and then it was mr goh infront of the class. he sae i think i know who did it. but he wasn't looking at me. and then he sae. a few yrs back. something like that did happened.


and then . i woke up. with my heart pumping dam fast. and now. I FEEL LIKE CRYING.

WAS I THE ONE WHO KILLED SO MANI INNOCENT LIVES BY JUST THROWING THAT BYCICLE?!

:(


it was just a dream afterall.

_ changin' for e beta.