i'm just gonna blog about my feelings and thoughts, i guess everyone does? before doing so, i'm gonna do the 7 weird things about me because i realised that im being tagged by jeanette.

"According to the rules, ppl who are tag must write 7 weird things bout themselves and then choose 7 ppl to be tag. Dun forget to leave a comment tt 'u are tag' in their blog and tell them to read your blog"

1. i drink milk everyday but not during times that i couldnt for eg camps and other stuffs. that doesnt mean i am a baby ok.

2. when i am walking on roads that are like clear or orchard road, i treat it like my runway and i am the model, and i will walk with pride.

3. i dont like spongebob, i think it looks dumb. i love mickey, doraemon, betty boop. and i think pink panther is sexy.

4. i have never light a matchstick before until last monday, before np activity. and till now, i have never light a lighter before.

5. i envy becky bloomwood alot, she's a character from shopaholic series of sophie kinsella. i mean she is like so lucky and her job rawks and she's married to luke brandon. why not be her?

6. i love short shorts alot alot alot, but not those dam short shorts. i already made a resolution that when i grow up and i am earning cash, i will have one wardrobe full of different kinds of shorts.

7. i love to spot shuaiges, i don know why i get this habit but yes i do. and i love tanned and tall guys. but if u are dam shuai, u don have to be tanned but u have to be tall, like wuzun.

tagging: rebekah, blossom, jessica, ginny, laura, qianhui, and my dajie.

just now i was referring to jeanette's blog and then i went to see her tagboard and i realised that delvis nco said that i said that he was weird in my blog. did i? i mean i didn remember i did. hahas. but he's really weird, HOHOHO. for asking whether i like to type HAHA or HAHAS.

i have smth to say, i read peeps blog ytd night. and i was amazed by how people's mind think.

first, i saw smth that concerns bout me and i feel unjustified. you don accuse people before u get the facts right, ok. smses that i didn send out, means that i didnt received the sms, and i didnt forward it because i didn received it, ok. and because of that and u failed fancy, it was not my fault, ok. i checked my phone like so many times and i only received one sms about that activity. i wont blame that person because im not those people that is 心中狭窄 de person, i will 网开一面 and forget about it.

second, people do things because there's a reason behind it. they said it so we must believe in them. we are supposed to have mutual trust. i learn that in tv shows, jap hana kimi and gong zhu xiao mei. 信じ! and in gong zhu xiao mei, jin called xiaomai to 相信我, i mean since the person already said to believe in him or her, you should. i know this is a very far example luhs. but then mutual trust and respect, i guess everyone must have. even if u dont want to respect the person, u don show it, but just keep it to your heart.

third, people get unreasonable sometimes and they speak things that u dont like. but they are not robots and they are just humans, i dont belive that i don get unreasonable and you dont. everybody does, and because of that u dislike that person, its just too dumb i guess. must learn how to 和睦相处. just like that say, 家家都有 smth smth luhs. every squad also marhs. if u don 和睦相处, how can we like pull through this 4 years. 4 years 说长不长，说短不短 lo. think before u say smth, write smth cause obviously you would hurt someone. even now what i write, i know someone will be bushuang or whatever. but you all always say, im just writing out my thoughts.

fourth, you shouldn complain so much. in the first place, u choose ur cca. but i know sometimes during recruitment drive, things arent what they are like in reality. they 不择手段 to get u into that cca. so they say things like more cca points, fun, interesting, and blahblah. but don every cca do that? but you chose to believe in what u are in now, and u should just enjoy it. even if its not enjoyable, its for you to think whether its enjoyable. just like exams u can treat it like some important stuff or you could just 以平常心对待. my sister told me that her uni friend who is from denmark is amazed by how important sgreans that their exams. we prepare our pens and place it on the table and once we could start we grab them like siao ding dong. but her friend from denmark say they don do that in denmark. they 慢慢来. is ur attitude that matters i think.

fifth, and my last point. dont listen to everything and take it to heart. if you find it very 难听, just shut ur ears and don listen. but obviously things that are to be listened and drill into ur hearts and minds, you should just listen to it, 不管多么难听. just like hewei nco said that npcc is like a subject, you put in equal efforts into it. but i dont believe in it, i believed in what my sister said. those people who do that, you don get your priorities right. you go to school because you are going there to study. so you should put in more effort into your studies. but you should put in effort in ccas also. but studies is more important. but if u treat it as a subject you put in equal efforts in it, and both are equally 棒, then is ok luhs.

i know im saying alot of things but 做人不要想太多, this reminds me of nicky's song, hahas. 想太多. 网开一面，往好的方面去想，不要想一些有的没有. this is just what i think, i dont know what you guys are thinking. i am not a judge of your life but you are also not mine lo. so u guys can write whatever u want, i can write whatever u want. this things are processed through my mind whether i want to write it anot, and since i decided to write it, i will leave it as it is.
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on to more not serious things. i slept went to bed at 11.42 yesterday night, but slept at 1.34, because i was talking to my sis. i mean i always like to. and i woke up at 12.15 today. tomorrow there's np. as the days draw nearer to the campcraft test, im getting more worried luhs. i guess the others don feel like that. i dont know why, i think im just going to forget everything and fail it. i dont want to. and i meant what i said, regardless of anything. just like i said my erjie is getting fatter, i just say it. and she's just off to eating macdonald's breakfast. that isn gonna help much ya.