im very fine all these days, so you guys dont worry so much. except yesterday that i peg my own hand with that metal peg 4 times. and 2 times consecutive on the same spot. all that earned me two orh cehs, but it really wasn anything. that time that big orh ceh on my leg, and now this. so what does it matter really anyway.

just now i was watching kang xi lai le with feilunhai, thats about a few days ago's episode. and i guess what they said was like really what i agreed on, about betrayal. if someone betray you, what for you forgive that person so its like 0 chance, for wuzun yiru and yalun. it goes the same for me also, you heard that. once you betray, then its like nomore, arasou you.

and ohya, dont tell me to speak out during campcraft cause if i want, i would. there's nothing wrong with excuse me also, because i would never tell you to siam. that's about it.

my dajie's msn pm was noisy/emo. if you are noisy then you are, and you are emo then you are. i am that kind of person, so if you see me dam high then i am dam high. and you see me not talking, then im not talking. ok, it works like that for me and i dont care. sometimes i dont talk because i dont feel the need of talking. i am that kind of person if you still dont know.

11 days can make me a different person.




也许这是最后的考验 当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们 还是爱情相信了记忆

你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪

爱是无辜的风筝 拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步的坠落红尘

给不起的是你的天真 为了他你学会否认
不承认你给过青春 曾经爱过我的每一分

我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任

爱是无辜的风筝 拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步的坠落红尘

无法挽救的温存
我是残破的风筝 宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去 实现你和他的承诺

爱是无辜的风筝 拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步的坠落红尘

也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你