Tuesday, January 15, 2008

announcing to the whole world that suitcase hunk no.17 is mine ok. and coincidentally, its my register no.

i love his small eyes, his broad small and his height and weight.

ps, im so guilty for not saying hello to you, hewei ytd. I DIDNT MEANT TO DAO YOU LAH,like actually i dont always dao people, but actually i do luh. i mean when you walked past and said hello, i wasn really focusing on anything and i was just walking and not noticing what or who was coming in my way. HERE's 10 hellos for you. HELLO x10. DIAO. ok, i dont feel guilty now.

anywayyyyyyy, i want suitcase no.17 C:

Sunday, January 13, 2008

im very fine all these days, so you guys dont worry so much. except yesterday that i peg my own hand with that metal peg 4 times. and 2 times consecutive on the same spot. all that earned me two orh cehs, but it really wasn anything. that time that big orh ceh on my leg, and now this. so what does it matter really anyway.

just now i was watching kang xi lai le with feilunhai, thats about a few days ago's episode. and i guess what they said was like really what i agreed on, about betrayal. if someone betray you, what for you forgive that person so its like 0 chance, for wuzun yiru and yalun. it goes the same for me also, you heard that. once you betray, then its like nomore, arasou you.

and ohya, dont tell me to speak out during campcraft cause if i want, i would. there's nothing wrong with excuse me also, because i would never tell you to siam. that's about it.

my dajie's msn pm was noisy/emo. if you are noisy then you are, and you are emo then you are. i am that kind of person, so if you see me dam high then i am dam high. and you see me not talking, then im not talking. ok, it works like that for me and i dont care. sometimes i dont talk because i dont feel the need of talking. i am that kind of person if you still dont know.

11 days can make me a different person.




也许这是最后的考验 当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们 还是爱情相信了记忆

你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪

爱是无辜的风筝 拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步的坠落红尘

给不起的是你的天真 为了他你学会否认
不承认你给过青春 曾经爱过我的每一分

我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任

爱是无辜的风筝 拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步的坠落红尘

无法挽救的温存
我是残破的风筝 宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去 实现你和他的承诺

爱是无辜的风筝 拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步的坠落红尘

也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你

Wednesday, January 09, 2008




Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's damn so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
Cause he's the reason

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

wuzun has been possessing me these few days and he gave me a huge appetite.
you know what i mean by huge, its huge.
but oh dear like why did he never give me the energy that he have so much.
ARGH.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

im happy im excited im confused im just so WOOHOO.
korkor told me smth so omgh today,i mean like just now in 01/01. HAHAHAHA,so cute luhs. anyway, i was reminded of the day i mean like 2 years before where i spent like so long on the com talking to the same bloody person till 5am in the morning.

KA FEI WANG ZI YI HAO DIAN, is dam nice luh. airing on channel u 10pm mon-fri. i watched till epi 10 finished, but then epi 11 is the dam nice part luhs. cause he just confessed to her even though she is a "guy",and so omgh. and i must go to sleep now. if not korkor will worry, cause i told him not to.

and also, rebekah ong hui yi, if you see this. talk to kor,he so kelian. he too paiseh to talk to people,thats what he said=.= and also your present will be mailed to you. HOPE YOU SEE THIS LUH.